She's different
Like any good thing should be
She's special
She's got stars in her eyes.

She won't pretend
She doesnt need to
She's a star
She just doesnt know it yet.

She's not where she belongs
When she gets there u cant stop her.
She's looking for a way out,
She just cant find it yet.

Sky Salad

I cant see the sun,
Its going down,
Leaving the sky
With a a gold and purple crown.

I shut my eyes and feel
Atleast i tried
I can hear the world
But i know im going deaf.

Inside sunny smiles
And a pretty life
Outside this shocking lie
I have to say its time.

Cant understand whats goin on?
U dont have to
Just stare at the sky
And stop thinking!

Relient K - College Kids

Someone please save us, us college kids
What my parents told me is what i did
They said go to school and be a college kid
But in the end i questioned why i did
I'm poor, I'm starving, I'm flat broke, I've got no cash to
spend
Sell all my books for front row tickets to dave matthews band
My girlfriends at another school i know this year will test
her
I called, found out she had 3 other boyfriends last semester
[Chorus]
And thats why i say
Oh no, not for me, not for me
Call it torture, call it university
No, arts and crafts is all i need
I'll take caligraphy and then i'll make a fake degree
80 grand later i found out taht all i had learned
Is that you should show up to take your finals and your
midterms
The party scene is kinda mean, i think its sick and twisted
The navy showed up at my dorm and claimed that i enlisted
[Chorus]
Dont get excited, she'll say "no" without a doubt you see
And ive decided college girls just wont go out with me
They make me nervous and they always catch me off my guard
Like cell phone service i drop out cause college is too hard
Its time to call my father
Cause its his alma mater
Good grades arent what they seem
I think he knows the dean
Its time to call my father
Cause its his alma mater
He said hes proud of me
But college always was his dream
And i would always say its not for me
[Chorus]
Phi, beta, delta, kappa
Do waht will make you happy
Do what you feel is right
Only but one thing matters
Learn how to live your life

What's the word for "can't express myself clearly"

Music in the background
Thoughts in my head
Stars in my eyes
Still awake.

Is this all i will ever be?
A dreamer in his fantasy?
Will i ever wake up and try getting there?
But everywhere is where i wanna be?

I want nothing but the best
But can i get the best of everything?
Is it too late to start?
Then the song on the radio goes

"If u never try u'll never know
just what u were.
Lights will guide u home
And ignite your bones.
I will try to fix u!!!"

Good night!! !12.07 a.m.

In a dreamy state of mind but Im not high

Tommorrow is gonna be tough
I dont know what Ill do
Its hard to think,to remember,to see
I dont know whats happening to me.

Why is my mind betraying me?
Why is my heart so weak?
Why is there no passion,no emotion,no hope?

Secret messages hidden in the skies
Do i have a future?
Am i going down like the rest?
Am i ever gonna do anything right?Or wrong?

I am selfish
I know i am
I keep trying to change it
But i dont know why I cant

Why am i always looking over my shoulder?
Why is my head filled with shit?
Distorted thoughts,Unclear motives,
Im in big trouble.

Is there something called fate?
Am i supposed to wait?
Or is everything in my life going to be about regrets?

What am I?
Its a stupid question
to which i have nothing but stupid answers!

Time is running out
I see it move on but im still standing
Like a child lost in a crowd
I dont know where to go.

Have i lost my faith?
Do i have any friends?
Am i a good friend?
What is a good friend?

Am i supposed to have fun?
Or should i work my head off?
Is playing it safe a sign of weakness?
Is it a sign of stupidity?

Song on the radio is "no one knows"
I wish someone did!
I wish they told me.

Is my self esteem at an all time low?
I guess so.
Or maybe its been like that for a long time now.
I guess "no one knows".

Am i going crazy?
Or was i born that way?
Did i do this to myself?
Can i be cured?

I am weak.
I am a loser.
Never did anything worthwhile.
Never fell in love
Never shared it with anyone.
Never felt anything except pain,shame, remorse.

Regrets are all i have.
I dont know if i will ever be happy.
Megalomaniac or plain paranoid.
I dont know.

Im not good at anything,
Im not good looking
Im not helpful or cheerful
Im a pain to be around.

Dont listen to me speak
Coz i got no good jokes for u
Dont listen to me sing
Coz i have no song that will touch ur heart.

Dont read anything I have written
coz i have no words of wisdom
Dont trust me with anything
Coz i will let u down.

I hate myself more than u hate me.