What Do You Seek?

2010-11-03T16:40:00.005+04:00

The way things are going
I don't know if i will make it
Looks like the end is near.

I am hanging by a wire
Trying, but can't hold on much longer

All my past attempts
All my bargains and pleas
Have fallen on deaf ears

Now it seems its a bit too late for me.

2010-01-19T11:39:00.004+04:00

She wears a mask
Just for the fun of it
She likes playing games you see.
She lies all the time,
Just to see what would happen if,
What's fake is sold as the real.
She pretends
Wears a fake smile,
So people think she's alright.

Say Something

2009-11-22T20:41:00.001+04:00

This is a song I came across while listening to random radio stations online. I really liked the lyrics and so I thought I'd post them here. This is Say Something by James from his album Laid.

You're as tight as a hunter's trap
Hidden well, what are you concealing
Poker face, carved in stone
Amongst friends, but all alone
Why do you hide

Say something, say something, anything
I've shown you everything
Give me a sign
Say something, say something, anything
Your silence is deafening
Pay me in kind

Take a drug to set you free
Strange fruit from a forbidden tree
You've got to come down soon
More than a drug is what I need
Need a change of scenery
Need a new life

Say something, say something anything
I've shown you everything
Give me a sign
Say something, say something, anything
Your silence is deafening
Pay me in kind

Say something

I'm open wide, open wondering
Have you swallowed everything
Pay me in kind

2009-10-27T18:40:00.003+04:00

Operating so smoothly,
U have me following wherever you lead,
Do you even know what you are doing,
When U make me crawl and beg and bleed?

You think its cute,
That I helplessly, hopelessly,
Keep on waiting,slowly breaking,
So easily caught up in every game u play.
Do you chuckle in delight,
When u see me stumbling around in the dark,
Or does it give u a sick pleasure,
When u see me writhing around in pain,

U must have a cold, cold heart,
To keep me burning in this fire!
u gotta be made of stone,
Coz u pretend u dont know me anymore.

2009-10-22T22:05:00.006+04:00

SONNET 29

When in disgrace with Fortune and men's eyes,
I all alone beweep my outcast state,
And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries,
And look upon myself and curse my fate,
Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
Featured like him, like him with friends possess'd,
Desiring this man's art, and that man's scope,
With what I most enjoy contented least.
Yet in these thoughts myself almost despising,
Haply I think on thee, and then my state,
Like to the lark at break of day arising
From sullen earth, sings hymns at heaven's gate;
For thy sweet love remembered such wealth brings
That then I scorn to change my state with kings.

–William Shakespeare

2009-10-18T16:23:00.002+04:00

Building castles,

In the air,

Scaling mountains,

With your mind,

Getting high,

On nature,

Taking pictures,

With your eyes.

Riding swift,

On trusty steed,

Chasing down the winds,

Just a subtle turn of your wrist .

Pushing past the limits,

A revolution on wheels,

Looking for new thrills,

A revival of mind, heart and soul.

2009-10-05T18:55:00.020+04:00

Indeed these are splendid days,

Life is on a roll and we got nowhere to go,
Only down long endless roads,
Vines that have grown at a feverish pace,
Everywhere they'll take u but home.

Yesterday, today or tomorrow,
Only a straight line.
U gotta keep on riding through this endless.... night.

2009-03-10T12:32:00.011+04:00

Welcome to the other end,
You now have no need of your senses,
No need for thoughts,
The only dream is the one you'll be living in.

Take a walk down these corridors,
Exploring every corner,
Nobody's been here before,
Atleast that's the lie they believe in.

Everything goes up in smoke,
They are all going down.
The only way out is to get in,
Before the spiral begins
And then it would be too late.

2009-01-28T21:48:00.003+04:00

Holes in the fabric of thought

That we wove around us

We began to believe in stories

In fables and in foolish dreams

We have been chasing worthless things

Looking in the wrong places.

Where I am ?

2008-03-13T22:24:00.002+04:00

These days it's hard to say

What I am.

Sometimes I don't know about

What I am thinking.

Nowadays i find it hard to tell

What i have become.

These days i really don't know

Where I am.

2008-03-13T22:05:00.003+04:00

Question ur intent
why do u pretend to feel
Something that never was real.
Ask yourself what u are doing
with all the time u have
When u know that once it's gone, it's gone.

Memories will linger
They might pass by in ur mind
Like a sunset thru ur train window
But they will nevr let u go
When all u need to know is that u did the right thing.

Friendships are forever
Love is a carving on the heart
It's as hard as stone,but it's not cold
As long as the sun shines and keeps it warm.

The moon and stars dont hold the future
But they will remind u of the past
When time stopped so u could live
A moment of magic,now only a dream.

2008-01-28T18:03:00.001+04:00

UV-295

Tried moving slow,
Tried letting go
And learnt its not too easy.

When ur spinning
Way out of control
U feel the world going round
but ur eyes are closed.

Try dreaming
Try feeling ur soul
U will learn its not so cold.

When ur spinning
Way out of control
U learn to be urself
But ur still alone.

2008-01-02T15:06:00.001+04:00

Wait for me
So I can pause to breathe
To feel the world under my feet.
As the day goes by
I think i have to try
I think Im only passing by
I dont know why I try to wait.

Trysts with destiny
Never seem to matter
When ur everything is nothing at all
U only learn to speak
When ur in the heat of things
And ur sslowly being divided into a 104

Stop this confusion
Its not me u should listen to
Its should be you who works things out
Test my sense of reason
I dont know if I have any thing left
Coz its so easy to disappear but hard to return.

Evening comes slowly

2007-10-10T17:54:00.000+04:00

Hard to see
I think Im blind
Or maybe its all the lights
Tht seem to make me feel so weird.

Glass cases
Vanity on display
As the people pass by
Its getting harder to believe we r still alive

Dust is coming
We are all becoming
What we were made of
Slowly returning to where we truly belong.
Evening comes slowly,
Guess its almost here.

Its still here

2007-10-10T17:42:00.000+04:00

Quietly waiting
In a corner of ur mind
Its that thought again its that thought!
U tried to change the way u think
But there it is again.

Dreams all have the same meaning
Just the same everyday
It might not mean anything
But it still stays the same.

Fire could rain down from heaven
The earth cleansed,purified,
But still the thought remains
Quietly in a corner of ur mind.

Socia

2007-09-19T13:36:00.000+04:00

Hardest things to say
Find it hard to relate
Escalate and find a better place
Bleeding through ur hands
U can wait until u wake up
Or sleep until ur dead.
I got no valid reason
for finding self completion
or a better life ahead.
Ur ok if u can wait or fake a little bit
Lose weight and smile a lil bit.
Its easy u will see
Everybody does it.

She makes me smile.....inside

2007-04-11T14:26:00.000+04:00

Dreaming ..
Im still dreaming...
Its u Im seeing
Everytime.

Waiting..
im still waiting..
U r the one i will wait for
throughout all time.

Searching..
I am still searching..
Its ur smile i wanna find
all the time.

Beating..
My hearts still beating..
I know our hearts beat together
at the same time.

Breathing..
I am still breathing..
I breathe for u but now
Im running out of time.

Back to space

2007-02-27T16:21:00.000+04:00

Glowing sun and the earth below,
Skies are clear and we are ready to lift off.
Seven angels circle the gates of heaven,
Looking out in eager anticipation.

The earth is hollow,
Theres somebody living in the hole,
I am ur friend not ur enemy.
The world is slowly losing control over
the human population.

Gaia is ready to take revenge?
Who are we kidding everybody is dreaming and hallucinating.
Its just a dream its justa nightmare.

Its time to go.

2007-02-13T16:40:00.000+04:00

Everybody seems to be
Filled with so much melancholy.
It makes me feel like crying,
The music really doesnt help much.

Strange things happen to those who worry
To those who do drugs,
and those who fall in love.
Stopping the sad thoughts from flowing.
Letting them out with the air I gotta let out.
So here comes the end when it was supposed to begin.
It ends with a sad song!

Free,free,free

2007-02-13T16:31:00.001+04:00

hahaha
Theres a new song for u
i know its funny but its dark.
Its perfect for rcreation
and also for hypnotizing unsuspecting listeners.

Its good fun if u could sing along.
Then u would see its real easy.
Its hard to lose urself when ur so worried about everything in the world.
Listen to the music and ask the questions later.
Believe that everything will work out.
Even if ur eyes are closed.
The only thing stopping u now is ur stupid mind.
Work towards a greater dream.
The one u see every damn night when ur awake.
The ones u get when ur sleeping are just fake clips from past lives.

This life is different u gotta get a headstart.
Ur wasting time on things u arent sure about.
Is it this way or that?
U have always been bad at choosing.
U gotta exercise.
You are right.
Exercise ur right.
Dont give up so soon.
Its not good.Let it go on and on!!
Speed up I cant wait for you.Do u hear?

2007-02-13T16:31:00.000+04:00

hahaha
Theres a new song for u
i know its funny but its dark.
Its perfect for rcreation
and also for hypnotizing unsuspecting listeners.

Its good fun if u could sing along.
Then u would see its real easy.
Its hard to lose urself when ur so worried about everything in the world.
Listen to the music and ask the questions later.
Believe that everything will work out.
Even if ureyes are closed.
The only thing stopping u now is ur stupid mind.
Work towards a greater dream.
The one u see every damn night when ur awake.
The ones u get when ur sleeping are just fake clips from past lives.

This life is different u gotta get a headstart.
Ur wasting time on things u arent sure about.
Is it this way or that?
U have always been bad at choosing.
U gotta exercise.
You are right.
Exercise ur right.
Dont give up so soon.
Its not good.Let it go on and on!!
Speed up I cant wait for you.Do u hear?

2007-02-13T16:19:00.000+04:00

Theres a feeling of joy
Everybody wants to enjoy
Theres a sound of pain somewhere within
Its not a problem
When ur with ur friends it doesnt feel like ur lonely.
Or does it?

Free urself for urself.
Its better if u get the basics first?
Pink floyd writes good songs.
I thought he was a girl.
Anyways is no othr way but sideways.

Sometimes u go down
without even knowing where ur heading.
Theres a glowing example of stupid words combining together to form a stupid bunch of sentences

Progressive poetry?
How about lyrical foolery?
Grammatical errors?
Millions of problems i never been able to discard.

Lyrics,lyrics,lyrics,lyrics

2007-02-13T16:07:00.000+04:00

My friend so what if u have been fooled?
So what if they made fun of you.
U know u are real.
First take a atep towards what made u.

They dont hate u.
They made u.
They believe u can be what it is to be.
The question is if u can take the world
U can take the world.
U know what?
Its getting dark and i think we should go.
The people pray.
The incense sticks burn into ashes,
the candles turn into solid pieces of disfigured somethings.
The people pray.
The world burns into ashes,
The trees show the signs of the coming destruction.
I fear my mind has lost its faith in things like the government and love.
I hate the thought of losing faith in God coz thats all i got.
I still pray everyday.
The heart burns and my mind is in flames,
I believehe works in mysterious ways.
He knows whats best for us.
The end has to come.
Are U READY FOR IT!!!!!

2007-02-13T15:52:00.000+04:00

What are u looking for?
What have u found?
What is waiting behind the doors,
That never opened?

Wait for the right time or is it too late?
Wait! I said wait!
No ones gonna take it away from u.
It is yours.No way its gonna go.

Listen to the sounds in the sky.
Its so silent in space.
I dont want to wait.
So who cares what they say.
Its hard to let everything flow,
Without evn stopping to think.
The tempo is so fast but it makes me go quickly.
Comparisons are a part of life but dont be the one to compare.

Fire storms on Mars ' moons
are not real,I just made it up a moment ago.
That reminds me of a story i heard when i was in the 6th grade,o wait i think i read it.
My mind is so complex
Yet its so useless when i need it.
Where doe she find the sky with diamonds?
Who i dont know?

Glow worms on the caves of somewhere
My friends are u listening?
there is a place where the darkness is no longer real.
I wait for a change,
But no reason for it.

2007-02-13T15:38:00.000+04:00

Crowds cheering their heroes,
They have returned from the conquest,
They are all so handsome,so brave,filled with pride and feelings of hope.
They have been far away for so long.
Gone to come back to this country
To come back home,Glories await them but nothing matters to them more than the woman in their life their childrens eyes their friends long gone their parents their blue courtyards filled with memories of their childhood and youth.

Gray skies,
The sea calls me,
Im to return to the depths of its cold arms.
For i was not to remain here forever.
I have to return where i came from,
But i know u will understand,
I have a dream every night,
I see the mountains from where i must begin my journey.
In search of myself.

2007-02-13T15:23:00.000+04:00

Glowing sunshine
I can feel it on my neck,
The wind blowing,
Its singing a song,
Its bringing along a memory.
It blows dust into my eyes,
I walk as if its nothing at all,
But my eyes are closed.

Fire in the distance,
People on a plane,
Green fields blowing in the wind,
Im lovin every bit.

Free urself before its too late
U dont know wats gonna happen if u dont,
Summer will come and go,
Start a revolution,
For a change,For better days,
For Mama and Papa,
For ur lil brothers and sisters.

Life is slowly getting boring
like a song playing again and again,
Ur wondering why its all so far away.
So let urself be a little bit more patient
As they say Good things come to people who wait,
Hatred is not for us
we have to fight it or dust will cover us till we are buried and dont know wat happened.

Faith in these times is hard to hang on to
But these times are for testing
We cannot be torn apart now.
We must stand for wat we believe in.
This is the only way we can take for better days.

Birds by the lake

2007-01-21T13:58:00.000+04:00

Blue skies

Time to fly

Just around the water.

Its early in the morning.

No people coming.

Nobody at all.

The forest under the water.

Is filled with fish.

Dive in for a meal.

Sun's up and shining bright.

Spread ur wings out to dry.

Feathers glisten in the sky.

Here come some people.

Noisy and filthy.

Its a good thing they cant fly.

They like being here too.

Here in the water.

By the lake.

One madman to another

2007-01-21T13:36:00.000+04:00

Whats wrong with my mind?

I know im ok.

Dont look at me that way.

Dont call me crazy.

Why am i the outkast?

Have i done something wrong?

Give me some time i'll be fine.

Why are u afraid of me?

I won't bite. Or will I?

Like my hair?

I know it needs to be done up a bit.

Does it make me look scary?

Like my smile ?

Does it haunt your mind?

I am in ur dreams.

I am everywhere u go.

I am a part of u.

I am within u.

U know it.

Ur afraid of me but the truth is u r afraid of urself.

Lets just go outside

for a stroll

Scare the normal folks awhile.

Lets amuse them with antics

Lets shock them and make them hate us.

Eutrophication

2007-01-21T13:20:00.000+04:00

Throw in any thing u find
continue to trash up ur mind
Feel ur senses give way to a new you.
Theres no air left to breathe
and ur suffocating inside and out
No reason to think u really cant
Ur mind has been sabotaged.
U cant see whats going on.
Ur choices are no longer urs alone.
Ur controlled.

Find a way out
Ur trapped under it all
Theres no light down here.
No rain inside,no blue skies either.
Fires burn in the distance but still theres no warmth here.

Everything i can think of
Everything i see
Crazy people on the road sides
I feel sorry for them.
Maybe I might end up like this.
Lost in the unknown.
Lost and unknown.

2006-11-21T22:44:00.000+04:00

She's different
Like any good thing should be
She's special
She's got stars in her eyes.

She won't pretend
She doesnt need to
She's a star
She just doesnt know it yet.

She's not where she belongs
When she gets there u cant stop her.
She's looking for a way out,
She just cant find it yet.

Sky Salad

2006-11-21T22:32:00.000+04:00

I cant see the sun,
Its going down,
Leaving the sky
With a a gold and purple crown.

I shut my eyes and feel
Atleast i tried
I can hear the world
But i know im going deaf.

Inside sunny smiles
And a pretty life
Outside this shocking lie
I have to say its time.

Cant understand whats goin on?
U dont have to
Just stare at the sky
And stop thinking!

Relient K - College Kids

2006-11-21T22:26:00.000+04:00

Someone please save us, us college kids
What my parents told me is what i did
They said go to school and be a college kid
But in the end i questioned why i did
I'm poor, I'm starving, I'm flat broke, I've got no cash to
spend
Sell all my books for front row tickets to dave matthews band
My girlfriends at another school i know this year will test
her
I called, found out she had 3 other boyfriends last semester
[Chorus]
And thats why i say
Oh no, not for me, not for me
Call it torture, call it university
No, arts and crafts is all i need
I'll take caligraphy and then i'll make a fake degree
80 grand later i found out taht all i had learned
Is that you should show up to take your finals and your
midterms
The party scene is kinda mean, i think its sick and twisted
The navy showed up at my dorm and claimed that i enlisted
[Chorus]
Dont get excited, she'll say "no" without a doubt you see
And ive decided college girls just wont go out with me
They make me nervous and they always catch me off my guard
Like cell phone service i drop out cause college is too hard
Its time to call my father
Cause its his alma mater
Good grades arent what they seem
I think he knows the dean
Its time to call my father
Cause its his alma mater
He said hes proud of me
But college always was his dream
And i would always say its not for me
[Chorus]
Phi, beta, delta, kappa
Do waht will make you happy
Do what you feel is right
Only but one thing matters
Learn how to live your life

What's the word for "can't express myself clearly"

2006-11-11T22:28:00.000+04:00

Music in the background
Thoughts in my head
Stars in my eyes
Still awake.

Is this all i will ever be?
A dreamer in his fantasy?
Will i ever wake up and try getting there?
But everywhere is where i wanna be?

I want nothing but the best
But can i get the best of everything?
Is it too late to start?
Then the song on the radio goes

"If u never try u'll never know
just what u were.
Lights will guide u home
And ignite your bones.
I will try to fix u!!!"

Good night!! !12.07 a.m.

In a dreamy state of mind but Im not high

2006-11-01T15:20:00.000+04:00

Tommorrow is gonna be tough
I dont know what Ill do
Its hard to think,to remember,to see
I dont know whats happening to me.

Why is my mind betraying me?
Why is my heart so weak?
Why is there no passion,no emotion,no hope?

Secret messages hidden in the skies
Do i have a future?
Am i going down like the rest?
Am i ever gonna do anything right?Or wrong?

I am selfish
I know i am
I keep trying to change it
But i dont know why I cant

Why am i always looking over my shoulder?
Why is my head filled with shit?
Distorted thoughts,Unclear motives,
Im in big trouble.

Is there something called fate?
Am i supposed to wait?
Or is everything in my life going to be about regrets?

What am I?
Its a stupid question
to which i have nothing but stupid answers!

Time is running out
I see it move on but im still standing
Like a child lost in a crowd
I dont know where to go.

Have i lost my faith?
Do i have any friends?
Am i a good friend?
What is a good friend?

Am i supposed to have fun?
Or should i work my head off?
Is playing it safe a sign of weakness?
Is it a sign of stupidity?

Song on the radio is "no one knows"
I wish someone did!
I wish they told me.

Is my self esteem at an all time low?
I guess so.
Or maybe its been like that for a long time now.
I guess "no one knows".

Am i going crazy?
Or was i born that way?
Did i do this to myself?
Can i be cured?

I am weak.
I am a loser.
Never did anything worthwhile.
Never fell in love
Never shared it with anyone.
Never felt anything except pain,shame, remorse.

Regrets are all i have.
I dont know if i will ever be happy.
Megalomaniac or plain paranoid.
I dont know.

Im not good at anything,
Im not good looking
Im not helpful or cheerful
Im a pain to be around.

Dont listen to me speak
Coz i got no good jokes for u
Dont listen to me sing
Coz i have no song that will touch ur heart.

Dont read anything I have written
coz i have no words of wisdom
Dont trust me with anything
Coz i will let u down.

I hate myself more than u hate me.

2006-09-20T20:01:00.001+04:00

Shut up
they told u to shut up
They were right just shut up
U have no right to speak!

Dont dream
They told u to stop it
They were right stop dreaming
Its not worth it.

Dont cry
They tell u not to be a baby
They are right
u gotta stop acting like a child!

Fear makes u run away
Doubt is creeping into ur mind
Thats where u r going wrong
Ur mind will only try to make u stupid
Ur heart is in th song.

Go on.
Speak out.
Dream as long as u want.
Dont cry
U never gonna have to.

Inner peace is just a myth
U will nevr really find it.
Confusion is what u say u are
It will change if u get ur head cleared.

Genius?Or just another nutcase?
Its a very fine line.
If ur in the gray area u are nowhere.
Not right not wrong
Maybe I ll go write a song.

Prodigy?Multiple personality
Who are we?
Tough to say
My head hurts.

2006-08-28T18:37:00.000+04:00

Is your mind spinning?
is your heart weak?
Is everything u loved slowly slipping away?
Isnt it strange,the way things are changing?
Is there space for a pure mind?

Is the world doomed?
Or are we lucky to be alive?
Theres flood in the desert
And drought in the fertile plains.
Is it strange or funny?

Are miracles ironic?
do good things make u feel bad?
Its hard to understand.
Are u real?
What are you in the first place?

Is fame essential?
Can money really get u things u want?
Its seems so much like that now.
Will tht change later?

Is everybody turning evil?
Does self satisfaction bring happiness?
Who are u to ask?

2006-08-28T18:28:00.000+04:00

Super powers
All around
Wrestling for power!!
Its over now yeah its over!!
Hear the sound of the marching drums
yeah now its over!!

here they come
its good vs.evil
once again!!
Who's evil is upto you to decide
which side u gonna be on?
its been like this all along
and the answer to this question is the hardest to be found

Do u believe u will win?
Atleast survive?
Is there reason
Or is everybodys mind
A swamp filled with death?
Can u think clearly?
or atleast see where ur going?

Save us
Save yourself
Save this place I call home
Save my heart
Save our souls!!

2006-08-28T18:14:00.000+04:00

Feel the pulse
Of the new genertion
the world is changing yeah !!

Feel the fury
of creation,
of nature
At its angriest

Feel your heart
its beating faster
and your so scared of it all yeah !!

Its funny how u
Want it all
but are
still so afraid to get it.
The wars have begun
and u still dont know
who U r fighting?

Its so easy
Its so clear
Its all around but u cant see it
Can you?
Its so perfect
its so tangible
But u cant feel it

Go on
try ur best
but u cant get to it
go on
Go on try!!

Pune roads

2006-08-28T18:01:00.000+04:00

During the rains,the roads as usual turned bad.So i came up with this.Worse than the roads but its ok.

Almost heaven,
west maharashtra
small green mountains
big mulah river -
Roads are old there
Older than the trees
bumpier than the mountains
holey like the cheese

Pune roads,where we roam
Filled with holes all along
West Maharshtra, messy baba
Where we roam, on pune roads.

All the gaadis shattered round here
Man and lady, stranded in the water
Brown and muddy, clouds are in the sky
Watery taste of cutting chai
Raindrops drops in my eye

Pune roads,where we roam
Filled with holes all along
West maharashtra, messed up babaa
Where we roam, On pune roads

I hear her voice
In the mornin hour she calls me
The radio jockey on Radio mirchi
And drivin down the road I get a feelin
That I should stay at home everyday, everyday.

The horror movie

2006-07-11T20:13:00.000+04:00

this is a so called short film shot with my cousins in the jungle near our home.See it athttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c5JVIQXXTm0 Hope u enjoy it.If u didnt u dont care.
Dialogue in hindi but i dont think it matters.Horror movie thats wat it truly is.

2006-06-15T19:46:00.000+04:00

Dunno why but i liked this song and the name of the album even more ....
Smile ............ it confuses people !
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair,
In 77 and 69 revolution was in the air,
I was born too late to a world that doesn't care,
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair.

When the head of state didn't play guitar,
Not everybody drove a car,
When music really mattered and when radio was king,
When accountants didn't have control,And the media couldn't buy your soul,
And computers were still scary and we didn't know everything.

Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair,
In 77 and 69 revolution was in the air,
I was born too late to a world that doesn't care,
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair.

When popstars still remained a myth,
And ignorance could still be bliss,
And when God Save the Queen she turned a whiter shade of pale,
When my mom and dad were in their teens,
And anarchy was still a dream,
And the only way to stay in touch was a letter in the mail.
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair,
In 77 and 69 revolution was in the air,
I was born too late to a world that doesn't care,
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair.
When record shops were on top,
and vinyl was all that they stocked,
and the super info-highway was still drifting out in space,
kids were wearing hand-me-downs,
And playing games meant kick arounds,
And footballers who had long hair and dirt across their face.
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair,
In 77 and 69 revolution was in the air,
I was born too late to a world that doesn't care,
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair.
I was born too late to a world that doesn't care,
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair.

2006-05-28T19:04:00.001+04:00

Starting today im gonna be okay
From now on I'll be ok
But does any body care
Who the hell am i writing this to?
Who reads this damn blog but me.
Why do my dreams so distant?
Questions are the only thing in my mind
The world never answers them
Why do all the good ideas come when its too late?
Is the world a happier place?
Am i a sinner?
Why does my guilt keep eating me little by little?
Has my mind stopped funcyionong?
Am i delusional?
Is it stupid to dream the impossible?
Am i doing what is needed to make it there?
Am i worthy?
Is it going to help me if i write stuff to a computer?
HAVE U READ THIS MUCH OF MY POST?
THATS RARE!!
Do we all have millions of questions in our head?
Is it a sign of intelligence or just plain madness?
Is listening to music in headphones damaging my ears?
My head?
Why do we feel jealousy?
Hey the radio is playing songs i like !!!
I have to be home
Im not supposed to be here
Which music will make the world listen?
I mean the world.
Every single person.
Death metal? Grunge?
hiphop?Pop?Led Zeppelin?
World music?
Will they like it?
All of them?
Is it possible?
Is it ok to be super powerful?
Does anybody listen to the words anymore?
Whats going to be the next big thing in music?
Am i going to spend my life dreaming?
Can a person be honestly honest in the world today?
And still make it?
Does love still exist?
How do u know if wats happening is for ur own good?
Is it ok to waste time writing stuf that doesnt make sense?
That again nobodys gonna read?
Am i talking to myself?
Is everybody in the world today crazy?
Insecure?Lonely?Pretending to be content?
Religious?Sinful?lovers of money?
Dependent on money?asking too many questions?
Are children more evil than before?
Or just a lot more 'aware'?
Is it right to force children to run the rat race?
Earn lots of money?
Why does the mind always keep searching?
Is it ok to rest ur mind and just be content with who u are?
Is it possible?
Does that mean u stop dreaming?
Will that give u peace of mind or turn u into a zombie?
Are mothers too overworked?
How do u make them happy?
Give them a rest?
Are all marriages meant to be shattered?
Does marriage slow u down?
Give u a sense of fulfillment?
Can music really be understood by everyone?
Will a villager understand Rock?
Do we become colder as we get older?
Is might really that satisfying?
Can u be 'ethical' and still be a success?
Have power in ur hands?
Still take over the world?
Is violence the key to success?
Will peace ever be possible?
Is sex just a little too much on TV?
Are the lines between good and evil really blurring?
So wat is the world going to be like after a few years?
Is there a war between good and evil?
Who are the good guys?
Does anybody really smile anymore?
Does it matter that my thoughts are not organised?
Does it mean im going mad?
Is India really gonna be a developed country?
Why do i feel sad and discontent?
Is God listening?
I shouldnt doubt but i cant help it.
Will the future turn out better?
why dont i trust the internet?

Writers block?

2006-05-28T18:53:00.000+04:00

Excellent quotes !!

2006-05-19T12:32:00.000+04:00

Civilization began the first time an angry person cast a word instead of a rock.
Sigmund Freud

A man is not idle because he is absorbed in thought. There is a visible labor and there is an invisible labor.
Victor Hugo

The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and science.

Try not to become a man of success but rather to become a man of value.

Science without religion is lame, religion without science is blind.
Albert Einstein

Miracles happen everyday, change your perception of what a miracle is and you'll see them all around you.”
JonBonJovi

Travellin'

2006-05-17T11:08:00.000+04:00

Been travelling,
With bags in hand,
Been home and back,
But the funny thing is I dont belong there.
Had a good time,with my family,
Relatives young and old,
Been all around on rail n road.
Been through fields,
With a hundred coconut palms,
Been travelling round and round
Them mountains on the west.
Been near the sea
and close to the sky,
Been travelling,
For quite some time.

What is religion?

2006-04-25T12:38:00.000+04:00

What is religion?
What is it about?
Which is the 'true' religion?
Is there a true religion?
Is modernisation evil?
What is right?
How do you decide?
Are customs really that important?
Why does every religion try to better the other?
What is sacred?
How much can we sin?
Can we be unbelievers but still religious?
Can we trust our minds?
Have our minds been corrupted?
Or were we born this way?
Is it right to question or compare religion?
Does religion inhibit progress?
Does it promote it?
Is religion the cause of conflict?
Does it cause pain or relief?
What is ur experience with religion?

Just a thought?

2006-04-25T12:26:00.000+04:00

Standing on the roadside,
Walking by the fields,
With the gentle breeze,
And the bright sunshine.
Thinking about things,
From the times passed away.
Starting to feel a little low,
But I know I won't let go,
Gotta walk on without tiring
Gotta do my lil bit of something,
For this sad world I'm living in.
Life is tough for you and me
I guess its like that for everybody
At some time or the other
We just gonna have to face our fears
Fight the tough fights.
What is winning?
What is a loss?
Does everything happen for good?
Can time heal everything?
When will the good times come?
They will when u stop waiting for them.

What is truth?

2006-04-09T12:50:00.000+04:00

What is truth?
Can it be defined?
Can u tell the truth and a lie at the same time?
Can it be white like a white lie?
Or black?
Or purple?
Or green?or yellow maybe?
Is there a standard to measure truth?
Can it be half?
Can it be almost full?
Is it really good?
Does it cause pain?
Or leads to joy?
Is it always necessary?
Can it be felt?
How do u recognise it?
Do u have to always justify it?
Can u understand it?
Does it still exist?
Or is it ann extinct specie?
Maybe just endangered?
Does it matter?
Can it affect your life?
Can it be hidden for too long?
Does it always surface?
Can it alter destiny?
Does it matter if its big or small?
How do u figure that out?
Can u be forced to tell the truth?
Or to hide it?
If yes then wat makes u do that?
How many truths does it take for u to be truthful?
Is it humanly possible to always be true?
Or are humans only about lies?
Is the media telling the truth?
Do u tell the truth?
Do i?
Do children always tell the truth?
When do they learn to lie?
How?
From grown ups?
Is truth for sale?
Is truth a lie?
Is it stupid to tell the truth?
Is telling the truth betrayal?
Is telling the truth brave?
Is it dangerous?
Why?
Are we afraid of the truth?
Does the world try to hide truth?
Does it glamourise lies?
What is truth?
To me?
To mankind ?
to u?
pls comment

What is life?

2006-04-09T12:25:00.000+04:00

What is life?
Is it a question?
Is it a celebration?
A truckload of emotions?
A painful process?
A boring situation?
A silent conflict within?
A reason to be happy?
Or Sad?
Maybe its a dream?
Is it coming to a close?
Has it just begun?
Some say its a journey,
If yes then where are we going?
Heaven?
Hell?
Space?
Through blackholes in spirit form?
To dust forever?
To some it is a story well written?
If it is a story,
Is it a tragedy?
Or a romantic comedy?
Is it just pretence?
What is life?
Is it real?
Is it just going by?
Is it a brilliant excuse for stupidity?
Is it sane?
Is it the same?
Will it change?
Is it still worth it?
Is it just compromise?
Is it a reallly really long movie?
Is it too complex to understand?
Is it as simple as a nursery rhyme?
Is it more than one word?
Is it repeated?
Can it be extended?
Can it be enjoyed?
Is it just time slipping by?
Is it what we make it?
Is it predetermined?
Maybe there's a script?
If yes then who writes it?
God?
U?
Me?
People?
The world?
What is life?
A piece of history in the making?
Or just an incident that will be forgotten?
is it really remembered for too long?
Or forgotten a day,a month a year, a cantury or a millenia later?
Is it an opportunity?
Is it a thought?
Is it useful?
Or just a waste?
Is it ok to take it away?
Is it ok to share it?
Does it hurt?
Is it always gonna be difficult to understand?
Is it irritating?
Is it a lie?
Is it perfect?
Good?
Average?
Poor?
Bad?
Terrible?
Horrible?
Unbearable?
How long does it take to get it right?
How long should we try?
Is it the same song playing again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again .... till u die?
What is life?
Tell me if u ever find out !!(by clicking the comments tab)

Rang de basanti

2006-02-27T19:21:00.000+04:00

So its almost a month since its release and .... wait i think the Rang de basanti ringtone is playing outside on someones cellphone!!Okay back to where we were;almost a month had passed and i had not seen the movie that was being talked about almost everywhere (Thanx to college schedules and assignment).I read this great review by Praveen (dude from trivandrum) that he wrote about Rang de and i had to see the movie.Check out his article at http://crusadertvm.blogspot.com/.
Well , then i told my friends (Pankaj,Rishabh) after watching taxi no. 9211 (another hindi movie that surprised me!) that I had to watch this movie.Rishabh had not seen it too and he was ready to go and Pankaj, the movie buff and a very good sport ( he's watched RDB for the sixth time now) also agreed.So we decided to watch RDB at 5.30 after a lot of postponing.So today at 5.30 I reached e-square (late as usual) and met my buddies there waiting for me(thanx guys!!).The show had begun and we entered when Sonia (Soha ali Khan) was taking Sue into the university hostel.
So about the movie.Rang de basanti taken in a lighter vein is a remix of those ghastly Bhagat Singh movies (remember those three movies with the same story?) but with a new feel and enjoyable narrative.But more seriously i think it is a great effort by the director and the scriptwriter to really awaken us the present generation.The script is really well written and I just can't imagine how he hit upon those ideas!! The movie flows real smoothly from one situation and setting to the next!! This is a special movie and i guess millions hace noticed that by now !!The visuals and locations are breathtaking, just like a breath of fresh air ,just as youthful as the movie !! The first half was all predictable as a lot of the shots from the promos were from the first half ,but it is in the second half that the story slowly evolves and climbs and climbs to a climax we couldnt have thought of (rare for Hindi movies).
The characters are each unique and are all well played by the actors !! We all relate to the characters very quickly and its as if there's always someone we know who is a bit like Karan,DJ,or any one else.I personally think that each one of us has a bit of DJ,Aslam,Karan,Sukhi,Ajay,Sonia,Sue or even Laxman Pandey !!
I was really moved by the movie and iam sure a lot of us have been !! I just hope we dont forget to fix up our country in any small way that we can !!
I wish i could make a movie like this !!And i hope movies like these keep coming from the hindi film industry !!

Music for a change

2005-12-07T14:05:00.000+04:00

Music can mean different things to different people,to some it is a source of releiving their pain,to sum elevaing it,to others it may be just a passtime.To me music is a tool, a powerful tool of saying wat u wanna say of being heard ,of relating and understanding different issues and sentiments.It is a tool for developing my creativity,but overall it is a tool to change the world.I dont know if u believe that music could change the world but there are many people who have changed the world with their music.Bob Marley http://www.bobmarley.com/and John Lennon http://www.johnlennon.it/ are common examples.Music has a power to reach to the masses, to become a global movement.
I want to encourage u by this article to think radical and use the power of your music to change the world, use it to fire people's minds to change the world.Let ur music break free of all barriers,and reach out to the world.We live in a real messed up world and we seriusly gotta do sumthing about it and wat better way than thru our music !

THE SILENT KILLER

2005-10-26T15:26:00.000+04:00

Recent research by the WHO shows that there is a new killer disease that is killing people around the world today,and wats worse is that u could be a victim and not yet know it.Your friends or relatives may already be victims.This major is nothing but DEPRESSION and STRESS.I even read in an article that there are more people dying by suicides than any other natural or physical cause everyday.Recently i read in the papers that a lot of young people like us were committing suicides in large numbers and that too in groups.Has taking your life become a sport or is there something seriously wrong and has gone unnoticed.This topic arose as an interest to me when i myself felt bouts of depression and seriously had thoughts of suicide.It is hard to live sumtimes but dying is not the way out.Just imagine how many people would be depressed if u died.Even if no one is u gotta worry abt urself.Do u wanna waste ur life or give it another try?I found an interesting website and if this topic is of even of a little importance pls check out the link below.Maybe depression has not got to yet but stress may cause u to get it .As life gets harder and harder we have to learn to fight it and not take our own lives away like cowards.Tell as many people about this silent killer so they may not be caught unawares and they will be able to deal with it.If u feel like killing anyone Kill Depression!(pls feel free to add ur comments and enquiries http://familydoctor.org/278.xml and http://depression.com

Breaking the habit!!!!

2005-10-26T14:39:00.000+04:00

Smoking has become a major problem in India and a large part of the world today.Many ppl i know especially teens are getting addicted to smoking.Its shocking to see how such talented lively guys and girls slowly deteriorate.This is not a joke any more and i seriously ask anybody who is reading to pls try and make a change.It hurts to see friends getting turned into addicts.Some of these ppl dont exactly want to keep smoking but they cant stop.They are addicted and dont know how.I dont know wat i can do but i checked the internet and this site really gives sum advice that might help.So plz make sure u visit it and get help if u smoke and if u dont tell ur friends abt it.If ur friend or loved one or any body u know smokes pls tell them abt it and stand by them so that they can stop.Pls pray for all the ppl who want to stop but cant.Pls make a change.I know its hard to break a habit but u can if u try and believe.Click on this site to learn of sum ways to fight addiction.
http://familydoctor.org/161.xml

Peace !!

2005-08-11T12:17:00.000+04:00

This is a tee inspired by John Lennons song give "peace a chance".Check out the song redone and sung by asian artists,including Shaan.Nice desi remix to a nice song!Peace is wat we need,most importantly Peace of mind!

Choosing Careers

2005-07-28T13:14:00.000+04:00

Careers!So many,so hard to choose!U wanna be sumthing else but u end up doin sumthing else,mosly just b coz of lack of info.Well this site helped me alot maybe it can help u!Check it out! its got A-Z listings of all careers.
http://learning.indiatimes.com/career/careermain.htm

2005-07-28T12:57:00.000+04:00

The Simpsons! Sometimes i wonder why i watch it,but it still has me glued.It can get real lame sumtimes but is still one of my favourite shows.

2005-07-08T13:58:00.000+04:00

School of rock,lovely movie some real energetic acting by Jack Black,TRuly a must watch for rock fans.

2005-07-06T10:58:00.000+04:00

This is another one of my fav movies.About a boy! Its the kind of movie which keeps u smiling.A true feel good movie.A must watch.

2005-07-06T10:42:00.000+04:00

MY Favourite Movie(s)I dont know how how ppl can write such cool stuff.its simple yet complex.It has action as well as humour.its a classic.

2005-07-05T15:03:00.000+04:00

Nice pic! guess who?its Rahul Dravid!Who would have guessed he would turn out to be such a great batsman!check out liveindia.com/cricket/RahulDravid.html for his profile and sum pics with his killer smile.

2005-07-05T14:51:00.000+04:00

Parineeta an interesting movie(not seen it yet) but the music is equally splendid withShantanu Moitra doing a great job of using folk tunes and western styules to create a dreamy sound which is a pleasent listening experience.More for the music lovers who like peaceful music a must listen is kasto mazza with its folk type rythm (bengali i guess) it also has a nice video shot in a hill station(darjeeling if my guess is right).

2005-06-19T15:18:00.000+04:00

Christ above all!

2005-06-17T13:46:00.000+04:00

The Taj Mahal,one of the seven wonders is in India.

my life!

2005-06-07T11:59:00.000+04:00

Creativity is wat is needed by me and well i will be soaring.
Yeah maybe i sound boring,
well hey who gives a damn,i know i'll keep exploring....... life,
trying to become a better man.
People! Yeah ,so many ,so different there are,
its fun to observe each one, seated from here afar.

Howzat?Weird ?Yeah, i guess i am weird and a little crazy .To see wat shit i add watch this space!